Sunday, November 8, 2015

A post in a pasture in Texas

A post in a pasture in Texas


In a pasture in Texas there is a post.
The post is cedar and has perhaps some thirty concentric rings
On the post, there are two boards
Or there were
One can hardly be precise with regard to their current configuration
Though one can confirm that at last viewing these boards
Connected to the post
In the pasture in Texas
Were not in fact connected to
The lesser post that had rotted into the ground
Perhaps some eight feet away.

The post that remains
Or did remain
And does in the amber of the mind
Is cedar and its some thirty rings were perhaps once contained within
Some twenty more
Which have since rotted into the ground
In a pasture in Texas
But not this particular pasture.
The post began as a tree of course
But became a post of the fence variety in a past life
And perhaps some forty years later was rescued from
The crumpled sheet tin storage shack
By eager fort-building youths
Intent on the fortification of their
Woodpile stronghold
Against the onslaught of some twenty to thirty approaching
Play soldiers
Mirages of the crisp heat

The post that was a fence was also a fence
In the configuration that was enveloped in resin
At last viewing
The woodpile has shifted into termite dust
The slats on the crudely erected fence rampart
Have fallen and gone
The nails the youths pounded in
To hold the slats on
The post in the pasture in Texas
Still hold fast to the heart of the tree that was a tree
In a previous configuration
The nails were the doing of each of the youths
Several taking swings in turn
Driving in the nails into the hardened core of the post
That stood at last viewing but the present configuration of which

Cannot be immediately known

Friday, September 19, 2014

Whose Flame is the Imprisoned Lightning

Whose Flame is the Imprisoned Lightning
by Creg McAda

Old man, lady liberty
still chasing the American dream
or else impaled on its tiara points
The sign reads
We do taxes CHEAP
Old lad liberty’s face engulfed in blue-green foam,
sun-spotted arms draped with a flimsy robe,
imply cheap pay as well

Maybe a drained pension
and lack of a better idea
carved the scowl and bagged the eyes,
exchanged tablet and torch
for polyester and a spinning placard

Like his kindred spirit
across the asphalt,
the wal-mart greeter,
things haven’t panned out as planned,
sanctioned panhandling in stifling uniform
Far from an Upper Bay breeze,
no salt air to explain green oxidation,
corroding nonetheless,
salt sweat and green gown
stretched on the rack for greenbacks

Thursday, July 17, 2014

No use crying over

No use crying over
By Creg McAda

i see the tour groups pooling
between the columns like
freshly spilled
 blood  milk
i want to stop them and shake them
wake up
this is real
what else could i say?

break up with him before you graduate
call your mom more often than i have
leave your class of
2012 2013 2014 sweatshirt at home
don’t tell anyone you don’t like football
            because it reinforces the commodification
            of  black youth at the cost of the self value
            of those who couldn’t catch a ball well enough
people tend to frown on that
buy underwear in increments of seven

then i remember that they are probably
coming here to learn how to sell me things
like touchscreen shake-weights
and bedazzled carbon fiber boat shoes
they will live in the monstrosity that overlooks west campus

they walk by applying sepia filters to photos of frozen coffee
and i decide to let them figure it out alone
the vultures circle above me as well

full of wisdom but hungry

Pollen Count

Pollen Count
by Creg McAda

I am not very good at guessing ages
There is a little boy outside my window
most days, he never seems to have school
so he must be younger than I think
I notice him because I’m not sure who else might
He reminds me of me but in a way that feels like
Indigestion
The knobby knees, playing with sticks alone
chasing bees,
digging for its own sake
He plays sometimes with the Filipino toddler in spite of
a language barrier and a hovering father
but mostly he plays alone
I want to sit on my porch and talk to him
But I wouldn’t want my child to talk with
someone like me
I want to help and let him know that
it’s just because no other little boys live here
I want to but I am afraid like when
            The teacher discovered me
awake during naptime
I hit my leg with the hatchet
and it didn’t bleed at first
            Someone says Okay, it’s time
                        Let’s get into groups
I am afraid because he might really be like me
and I don’t want that for him
He might grow up but not out
of feeling alone and scared
He might chase things other than bees
to prove how tough he is
He might sit on his porch and write poems
instead of just talking
to a little boy
who might just
be enjoying
the sunshine

            

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Ingrained

Ingrained
            -Creg McAda

Perfect, a spot
At the front of the bus
He sits down.
A white man
A black woman
sharing a bench
Not a blink.
At the front, no less
and this is not a big deal
Remarkable.
Things change.

He wonders,
How many kids
walked past her?
Not a blink.
Grand Ole – Good Old
Boys?
Skoal tins ingrained into
The back left pocket?
Things change, after all

but not so much

Musings after Mandela

Musings after Mandela
by Creg McAda

What might we die for?
The pool of applicants has been pruned
Liberté, Égalité, Fraternité,
while still beyond the reach of many,
were won for me and mine
as soon as the potato-eaters,
wretched refuse,
washed ashore, tempest-tost

Shall I presume,
and offer my aid
to the still drifting flotsam?
Byron and Crockett tried.
A generation of youth now plays
red rover in Babylon’s shadow,
the one chain for an ailing empire
the other in memory of one past.

It’s 2 p.m. on Black Friday,
And all the best ideals have been taken.
No one will bathe in fire,
or stand in front of tanks,
or rush the barricades
for an inferior reward.
We have come so far
that the expense seems too great,
to purchase the remnants

of what we already own.